Moths and Butterflies, JaeSu, YooSu, JaeChun, JaeSuChun.

Genre: Romance, Angst, Lemon

Overall Rating: R

best friends. that's it; jaejoong is not in love or any of that sappy shit. he'll fuck just about anyone and get a blowjob from any random stranger, relationships be damned. he's not fucking the same guy twice or kissing them, there's no such thing as making love in his dictionary---The Butterfly.

best friends. that's it; junsu does not believe in people. they use him, fuck him and then leave him. jaejoong protecting him or not wanting him to be in a relationship has nothing to with love, okay? he hardly takes a chance on life and when he does, he ends up hurting and a litle more cynical--The Moth

what happens when a random guy that junsu has a one-night-stand with, starts falling in love with him? why does jaejoong care a little too much now? and who does junsu really love?

the story of two men, who learn almost too late in their lives, about a little something called love.

A/N: So...this is it. :3, Shoutouts go to Em, Belle, Kay, Cori, Lineand Angel. And everyone else who enjoyed reading this piece. i ♥ you all. :), 2, 874 words is this final part! XD



How is it possible to look at a sweet, sweet face that was all yours for two months and just say goodbye? Does it even have to be goodbye?

Dawn in the Valley

→ Jaesu, PG
→ Angst, Romance, Oneshot
→ 3,086 w. O_O

Junsu is scared of the Monsters, thinks his voice is ugly and ends up jumping. Jaejoong ends up saving him.

A/N: For in_vazn, prompt table #05, 07. Poppy-Imagination, Oblivion, Eternal Sleep.

This has no graphic scenes and contains only minor swearing. :)), typos are most likely to be there, feel free to poiiint them out! ^_^

for boojaesubabe because mari made me love JaeSu first. :3

"Aren't you going to ask me my name?"

"The minute you tell me your name, I'm involved whether you like it or not," Jaejoong took another deep drag, watching the boy from the corner of his eyes.


mmm, so. i'm really happy with this fic; one of the few that i actually am fond of. got a strong mental image of jaejoong throwing stones at junsu's window. that's what really set this fic off, haha. plus, it is 3000+ words which makes me happyface even more. 8D

i have never been able to write a fic that maxed 2000 words without getting irritable. this one just made me open google docs and type, type, type for three hours straight. o.o

plus, this is for the flower prompt table at in_vazn that caught my eye. and for Mari because she's awesome and fierce like that. :3, ilu bb.

hope u guys enjoy this one~

(i'm so happy right now, i could cry.

i'm smiling, smiling, smiling-

you just stand there and look pretty but

i'm on to you.

i know your secret.

its your silly, little smile, words unspoken but-)

take a chance, yunho had told him once. it sounded whimsical and strange, full of half-riddles. jaejoong wondered when his best friend started sounding like him. he wanted to know what it would feel like to free-fall, small veiny hands interlaced with his own. no landing, no runway, just flying. 

he sits out, late at night, working on the lyrics for a new song. the ending wont come and he stabs at the sheet with his pencil, doodling absent-mindedly. he falls asleep, slouching in the armchair on the balcony, chilled to the bone. 

when he gets up, the crumpled sheet of paper is lying under a paperweight on the floor to prevent the wind from stealing his words. a white blanket covers him securely. the smell of freshly-brewed coffee makes him smile. 

when he peers to see his lyrics, its completed. the last two lines are untidily filled in.

(crinkled eyes say it all.

i'm onto you.)
 
junsu pours steaming black coffee into five mugs. two sugar cubes with milk, plain, plain, one sugar cube with milk, plain. it never changes.

jaejoong reaches out timidly and covers the younger man's hand. take a chance, yunho said.

junsu smiles softly, palming his cheek and leaning in to nuzzle his nose. 

i'm onto you, he whispers, like its a secret. its not because the blush on jaejoong's cheeks gives it all away. they pull apart, sip their coffee and shoot each other surreptitious looks the whole day. 

i'm onto you.
 

A/N: i'm kinda tired of adding links to my ficlist and adding the summary every single time. check the M&B tag for all the entries. this part is really for those of you want a better reason as to jaejoong ran away. just like that. hopefully this helps. somewhat. :P

i was planning to write this anyway. just came home from campus and my eyes are drooping shut. comments are appreciated, yes please! :)

imagine two young boys, running all the way from their tiny hometown to seoul. just think about them, the younger boy resting his head on the other's shoulder in the train. think about how he's trying his best not to wince in pain but the bandaged welts all over his back and stomach hurt like hell.

the older boy watches him silently and says nothing. he's done his best to wash the blood off, apply ointment and wrap his friend's body in bandages. but he's not a mother, he doesnt know anything about taking care of other people. what he does know is that two days back, he kissed his best friend back. he remembers it so clearly it feels like the feel of soft lips on his own has been captured in his skin.

but he's too scared. i'm not in love: is what he tells himself.

his arms are weak. his face is too pretty and feminine, giving others the benefit of doubt regarding his orientation. he has some money saved up for whenever he had planned to run away from his landlord. its enough to pay half the yearly rent for a small room, more than enough. he can pay the rest with a blowjob and if worst comes to worst, monthly fucks.

what he never thought of was his arms around the younger boy's waist. he'd been planning on seoul, alright. just not on being a protector.

he resolutely pushes away the shrill laughter and screams of pain from his mind. it does not do to dwell on the past. already, it has become the past, their past, one they would rather forget.

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think about how the older boy works day in, day out at a bar. think about how he follows patrons to the back and lets them spread his knees, never lubing him enough, hardly giving him the time he needs for prep. imagine him having to get his still not recovered friend a job, working double shifts in a restaurant.

with time, their situation improves. gradually. he gets enough money and his younger friend forces him to take a secretarial course online. he comes home an hour late, working out in the community gym, sweat dripping off his body but he resolutely pushes himself-

he could not save his friend. the boy he's hopelessly in love with-

the only person he's even cared for and he was'nt there.

he tries not to think about it. the images are gruesome and nearly give him nightmares. but to support them both, he must remain standing. or they'll have a crash landing.

he goes out every night. after all, the younger boy has to work his double shift anyway. he's only home by 10. out with friends from work is the lie-

he's introduced to this new club. the boys frequenting that place-they love his dick. what's best is that they want him to fuck them hard. and soon it becomes like that. he's a new persona altogether now-

no one fucks him. he'll fuck you if you spread your knees and ask nice enough. its a one time thing and you're not to freak if he moans someone else's name while he's pounding you.

-perfect.

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nothing is perfect. see, two months later, his younger friend gets prescribed pills for mild depression. his sex life is the talk of town. he becomes a fantasy-

-a fantasy who goes home and cuddles up to a younger boy, trying his best to stay sane and not cry, never cry.

everyone asks him why he's such an asshole. he just stares blankly at them and says nothing.

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when times are hard and you dont know what to do, this is what Jaejoong Kim will tell you:

take a couple rubbers with you. go get drunk and fuck the pain out. always works.

when you fall in love with your best friend and dont know what to do, this is what he will tell you:

keep kissing him. keep hugging him. if he's the only family you have, say nothing and keep him.

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he lights up and takes a deep drag, closing his eyes and inhaling deeply. the younger boy plucks it out of his mouth and stick his tongue at him.

"give it back!" jaejoong whines. junsu shakes his head mischievously and they tangle their fingers together. he watches his younger friend smoke before taking it back again himself.

"are you tired, joongie?" junsu asks softly.

his head aches. his ass hurts from having two patrons drag him out and pound him yesterday at the back of the building. his eyes are droopy and he really wants to sleep.

nghtmares of blood and laughter- they are his friend's suffering. he will not let them fuck him up too.

he pulls junsu to him and kisses him fiercely, wishing this was more. wishing junsu wasnt the only family he'd ever had. maybe then he could have taken a risk and changed them.

"m-not tired," he mutters quickly.

but he's trying his best for junsu. he's trying to make sure they go on. he wants this-them-

someday, he consoles himself and junsu's hands bury themselves in his hair, gently pulling on stray strands.

definitely someday.

Moths and Butterflies, jaesu [main focus], yoosu, jaesuchun, jaeXmany random guys, romance, lemon, angst.

Overall rating: R

best friends. that's it; jaejoong is not in love or any of that sappy shit. he'll fuck just about anyone and get a blowjob from any random stranger, relationships be damned. he's not fucking the same guy twice or kissing them, there's no such thing as making love in his dictionary---The Butterfly.

best friends. that's it; junsu does not believe in people. they use him, fuck him and then leave him. jaejoong protecting him or not wanting him to be in a relationship has nothing to with love, okay? he hardly takes a chance on life and when he does, he ends up hurting and a litle more cynical--The Moth

what happens when a random guy that junsu has a one-night-stand with, starts falling in love with him? why does jaejoong care a little too much now? and who does junsu really love?

the story of two men, who learn almost too late in their lives, about a little something called love.

dedication/ request: for sumi/ darknessgryphon♥~

Banner: by Katie/ bangable thank you soo much, bb! <333

Part 09 is finally here, guys! it tooks me aaages to get this typed up so i reallyreally hope this dont disappoint.. :PP comments are very much appreciated right nowww~

Part o1. || Part o2. || Part o3. || Part o4. || Part o5. || Part o6. || Extra Verse o1. || Part o7. || Part o8. || Extra Verse o2. || and we were falling, falling, falling- || distorted fantasies of mine- || and i want to spread my wings- ||now i look at things with a different perspective-||a stomach full of lies is what you fed me with-

 

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Fire and Ice , JaeSu, dark romance.

their love story was a cursed one-it started out and remained-an unfinished lyric.

A/N: a new idea. it is also something completely different. i'm trying something out so...wanna tell me what you think? ♥~

Fire and Ice

 

 

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Jaejoong's fury, JaeSu, romance, kink.

Kink used: Nipple clamps [toys]

Kim JaeJoong does not take it too well when he finds his boyfriend cheating on him.

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lover's caress, JaeSu, lemon+romance

Overall rating: NC-17

Warning: voyeurism

Summary: "jaejoong," junsu murmurs, drawing out his name, fatal whisper, a lover's caress. "i dont have to touch you, baby. i dont. "

A/N: Happy Birthday, Jaejoong. this one's all for you. <333

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Moths and Butterflies, jaesu [main focus], yoosu, jaesuchun, jaeXmany random guys, romance, lemon, angst.

Overall rating: R

best friends. that's it; jaejoong is not in love or any of that sappy shit. he'll fuck just about anyone and get a blowjob from any random stranger, relationships be damned. he's not fucking the same guy twice or kissing them, there's no such thing as making love in his dictionary---The Butterfly.

best friends. that's it; junsu does not believe in people. they use him, fuck him and then leave him. jaejoong protecting him or not wanting him to be in a relationship has nothing to with love, okay? he hardly takes a chance on life and when he does, he ends up hurting and a litle more cynical--The Moth

what happens when a random guy that junsu has a one-night-stand with, starts falling in love with him? why does jaejoong care a little too much now? and who does junsu really love?

the story of two men, who learn almost too late in their lives, about a little something called love.

dedication/ request: for sumi/darknessgryphon♥~

A/N: Miyun, i saw that you've updated like crazy with the soul-snatchers arc! I promise-I'll read and comment soon, bb! <333

and now, i present to you-the last sidestory of Moths & Butterflies! I also apologize if this was eons late. Honestly, i'm wondering if people have forgotten this story. Just came back from campus and decided that I needed a break because I've been studying like crazy! :)

Part o1. || Part o2. || Part o3. || Part o4. || Part o5. || Part o6. || Extra Verse o1. || Part o7. || Part o8. || Extra Verse o2. || and we were falling, falling, falling- || distorted fantasies of mine- || and i want to spread my wings-

a stomach full of lies is what you fed me with-

 

 

( When Kim Junsu was twelve, he had a crush on the choirmaster’s cute son- )

so i'm kinda stupid (and totally uncool) with you-

JaeSu/SuJae [SuJae lime], NC-17, slight crack+fluff+lemon

but if the world was going to be annihilated and i had the chance to save someone, i'd totally pick you.

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